Great day followed by bad day =(
EmotionalI'm enrolled in a summer class; June 8 - July 9; I'm exhausted after only the first week.
Flying out to California again as soon as my summer class ends on July 9
Mommy just had a birthday (age withheld).
Which leaves me room to rant on my main topic.....
Bree knows all about this crush I have on a girl at work. I tried quitting her cold-turkey....didnt work, of course
Yesterday I spent the WHOLE day with her at work. We chatted and whatnot. Nothing more than friendly. I stayed three hours after I clocked out (til closing time) to hang out with her. Cuz she asked nicely ^.^ It made me really happy. Happiest day I've had in months. I don't know if she's just using me so she doesnt get bored...but, oh-freaking-well. I'll get my revenge if it ever comes to that point 
She even agreed to go to Vans Warped Tour concert with me. AND she wants to go to Six Flags. AND see Jesse McCartney. It's gonna be a kickbutt summer
But today, all of us at work found out that our coworker, Cora, died this morning. From what I heard, she had a seizure that turned into a heart attack. I, personally, wasn't friends with this lady--only said "hi" to her once or twice. But I had seen her just yesterday, worked with her...and now I'll never see her again.
It scares me. I don't feel like such a badass anymore. I used to not be afraid of death--I welcomed it. I loved life, but I didn't care if it ended. When my time comes, it comes. No way to avoid it, ya know? But Cora left this world in a way so chaotic. There was no happy ending. She didn't get a chance to say "goodbye." She didn't get to leave peacefully even though she deserved to. I feel extremely empathetic for her family.
She was a very sweet person. It always happens to the nice ones. Of course I have a bomb-diggity day, only for it to be followed by a sad-tastic filled one the next day
But I know Cora is in a happier place now. Life sucks. Anywhere is better than living on this planet. She's home now......the lucky son-of-a-biscuit I'll be attending her memorial service when the time comes. Rest in peace, my friend. Rest in peace.
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Why don't you join the poetry contest from [link] ?
It's free and every nitwit such as myself who enters gets a small gift
but someone like you might win one of their $10 000 or $100 000 prizes.
(BTW, my sis will love you for "spelling your name right..." Her name is Lyn too.)
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my comics account-->> ~Black-Ninja-Comics
I'm trying to hold up here too but things aren't looking any good for me right now. I don't know, it's just that I can't stand my family right now. Everything is in wires. ugh...
Well, at least the holiday seasons are coming up! Where are you going to be now? Should I even try to save money to come to Texas to visit you or are you planning to move out soon? Let me know, kay?
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"If my doctor told me I had only six minutes to live, I wouldn't brood. I'd type a little faster." ~Isaac Asimov
"Fill your paper with the breathings of your heart." ~William Wordsworth
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