Why did I have to open my mouth?
Why did I have to try?
I should've left well enough alone,
instead of living on a lie.
Screw them who said "Be different,
your efforts will succeed."
I put myself out there for her,
and all she did was leave.
I fear I've ruined all my chances
cuz I had listened to everyone else.
I wonder if I could've won her over
if I had only been myself.
If I could look into your eyes,
it would be a dream come true.
To see my own eyes reflected in yours,
I'd know my troubles would end with you.
I admit love hasn't been on my mind lately,
but I see you and I'm ready to fall.
I'm willing to step outside my l
Will You Love Me Tomorrow? by i-love-heen, literature
Literature
Will You Love Me Tomorrow?
True love is knowing
that once its found, it can be lost.
But until that point,
you should love with all youve got.
To wake each morning and wonder
if theyre still there for you
is not a good way to live,
but, unfortunately, its true.
Especially when youre young,
its easy come and easy go.
You may think youre totally in love,
but inside you never know.
You have your whole life ahead of you,
what happens today wont be here tomorrow.
Today may feel right and oh-so-great,
but the next day will only bring sorrow.
The thing of life and love,
is that its never guaranteed.
I told myself I was gonna do it right
if I could just have you in my life again.
But I was wrong, you broke my heart
just like you did back then.
I thought second chances meant
to start over new and get things right.
Now I know thats a bunch of bullshit,
you only go through the same pain twice.
I shouldnt have let you wander
and let your love go astray.
All the freedom that I gave you
only made you go away.
I trusted that you would stay loyal,
you told me that youd always be honest.
Well, we can see how well that worked out
you went and broke your promise.
Dont you say that I didnt car
Six months. Six months to update another freaking journal. Pathetic :XD:
Here is a month-by-month breakdown of what I've been up to/accomplished:
May--Associate's Degree received. Can I get a "woot-woot!" for my work resume?
June--My old friend, Joanna, finally gets married to her long-time boyfriend. Expecting their first child this January.
July--Finally moved back to California :] :heart:; Saw my girlfriend for the first time in seven years; Attended my first ComicCon; started driving my Little Black Bullet; still working for AutoZone.
August--Visited Seattle, Washington for the first time; started at the gym again. Now have to pay fo
....I'M BACK!! :XD:
It was useless having that subscription. Motivation to upload more art failed >.< BUT!.....I finally have my Associates Degree (diploma will be mailed to me in July XP). I have a new job--FINALLY! I'm currently employed at AutoZone. Doin' my car thang, pwning men at their own game, fixing shiz...normal Lyn stuff ;P Currently dating (again). Avoided it for the longest time, didn't want anything to do with it....but couldn't resist the persistent efforts of this girl. I'm completely enamoured x3 :heart:
I plan on uploading a piece of art due to the request of my sees-ter, ~sirius-blackx2 (https://www.deviantart.com/sirius-blackx2). I just have to find it somewh
Facebook is doing maintenance on my page right now. I haven't been on in a few weeks (even though I have a 4-month subscription -_-;; ), so I might as well update my devART journal.
Been vacationing in California since Dec 27th. I only got to enjoy my new Christmas TV for a day before I was on that plane. I don't miss it. My heart belongs with my family =] Spent New Years Eve with my genius cousin who was home from Stanford for the holidays--yes, I'm bragging :XD: All we did was watch Seasons 1-3 of The Office. I very much enjoyed it. Most of my 2.5 week vacation has been spent in San Diego, which makes me the happiest camper ever. Though ne
Added you back to DA watch list. As I said to Bree, there must've been something I accidentally clicked when messing with options. Since I had put you guys in a grouped friends list, it got you both at the same time. :\ Ah well, fixed now.
that is so wonderful your prom i really love it, it is called when true love dies. i have been their to and when i see him, he has love still in his eyes for me.